I’m terrified, very much so. ‘Cause this juncture will determine all else that occurs to me moving forward. I know not of the odds and ends, know not of my chances, know not if my arsenal of determination, strength and talent are enough to see this entire decision through. I don’t have much yet everything I have rides on this single choice. I must be going crazy now for choosing this one thing over the many more lucrative options available. I must truly be mad for risking my entire future for this one shot at happiness. But perhaps decisions are better made with our spirits ablaze with excitement and hearts stout with hope. Maybe this is the one turn my life has been wanting to take, the very purpose for why I live. Regardless of the outcome, I will never regret choosing this. This is it, my truth.